Patahan 25

Tiap kali bad memories datang, tiap kali amarah muncul, tiap kali ga terima sama suatu kejadian karena trigger yang muncul. Gue berusaha kembali dan bilang "I am really fine. Its just bad memories. I can make them go away as soon as possible like what I want. But I am fine. I'll be fine" and crying...

Kenapa mendekati hari H makin takut ya

Takut rumput liar kembali

Takut ketidaktegasan dia kembali muncul

Takut menghadapi realita

Aku masih takut masa depan