Fak

Kadang ngerasa capek jadi anak pertama. Apa mungkin sebenernya emang capek hidup aja? Lama lama bikin muak.

Now I hurt my self a little bit, but I am scare why this happen again to me?

Now gerd hit me again. Sucks

Maybe I cannot feel anything even it just A little bit stress right? Or Gerd will come and haunting me or kill me inside.