Luka

Kita memang manusia biasa yang mudah terdistraksi sampai lupa menjaga konsistensi. 

Tapi ku pikir mungkin memang butuh jeda buat saling merindukan, membutuhkan dan menyadari pentingnya satu sama lain. 

Karena cinta bukan soal menjalani kewajiban seorang pasangan melainkan menjadikan dia kebutuhan. 

Aku selalu merasa kamu air di kala dahagaku, aku merasa kamupun begitu. Tapi rasanya tidak. 

Apa jangan-jangan ini cuma harapan kosongku karena aku yang terlalu sayang kamu

Ternyata benar kata pepatah Sesulit apapun mendapatkan seseorang, lebih sulit mempertahankan

Feels Like...

Feels so dumb

With everything that happened, I felt like I wanted to keep running, I wanted to keep climbing but my path was winding and steep.

I feel that failure is always right in front of my eyes, so why am I always afraid to take a step?

I want to depend, I want someone to know that I'm crying alone and scared. But I don't know who to talk to.

When I feel sad, disappointed, angry, lonely all I do is pull myself away from everyone

I have tried my best, but still not working.

But right now I want to cry while depending on someone.