Let me to Loved you

When you like someone, you just have one direction you just look at him
sometimes you wonder how much you like someone that make you beating so fast
You can smile when you look at him
maybe you like his style
his behavior
or etc
it's not like love maybe but you just only look at him
even if he love someone else
even if he like a star that so far away from you and you can't reach it
but you just can't stop like him
sometimes you tell your self to back off and stop to run after him
but you just can't do it
you feel so happy when he just talk to you, smile to you
or care to you
even if that like to sister or to brother but you just will fly away
but, maybe you just waiting or maybe its just wasting time to like him
even if it can't be real
Let me to love you :))

My birthday

 25 februari 2015

I'm definitely twenty. so many things that I should be more thankful and grateful to Allah, my beloved mother, then my little sister and my brother, all my big family, and of course my friends.
I'm twenty now, I am older than my friends of course.
Sometimes I have to change my attitude, i hope in my age now, my bad behavior can be decrease. 
Let me tell my stories in my birthday, first I get new message from my ex boyfriend, he said "happy birthday" at 01.00. Of course I still in my land of pillow. hehehe
i almost forgot about my birthday hoho, I don't know i think I have so many think of my mind.
in the morning, my mother call me and said happy birthday to me, I need her pray so much its like my stamina, after that my little sister.
I remember that day because the day is Wednesday,  the day full of my activity of collage, moreover I can't breath in that day hoho because in the day I am so weary.
so many friend in social media give me greeting and i think although just word that can make me touching. not even that, because after we have finished the class, all of my friends GFM said happy birthday and sing a song of birthday, so touching. after that, about 17.00 o'clock my friend are tika icha and nisa came to my board housing, they brought cake with the text "happy birthday". I dont know but today I am so happy
I am so really deeply so happy and many thankful for you all. thank you.
And don't forget to thank to my Kholiq, my Rabb, Allah. because I can up to my age now.

Shalsa, Happy birthday. dont be afraid of change. you may end up losing something good but you'll probably end up gaining something so much better. be happy and happier, dont forget to be grateful person and be patient. promise?