I wish

This year was a crazy ass roller coaster also my emotions. I've experienced a lot of frustration, sorrow, dissapointment but in the same time happiness and best experience come to my life one by one. Guess what I have been overwhelm bcs my heart & mind so heavy. Dark mind come and kick insecurities for being not good enough. I've been afraid of failing and blaming other why make me feel like this, always questioning things. And now I am still here, still fighting with my own battle and remain strong. it's daily struggle to stay positive. I wish it wasn't so scared all of the time

I wish soon or later I can see my wound not with hate but with love. I Wish I can forgive easily and not afraid to lose somebody :)