Official Diary of Mine

Monday, 31 October 2011

about love part 2

My life's greatest happiness is to be convinced my love to you
I'm grate..

when you hold me in your arms
then my heart never want to let me go
because your happiness is my happiness

About love

Life was never be so easy as it seems
Till you come and bring your love inside
No matter space and distance make it look so far
Still I know you're still here by my side

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

When Will My Life Begin (OST Rapunzel)

7 AM, the usual morning lineup
Start on the chores and sweep til the floor’s all clean
Polish and wax, do laundry, and mop and shine up
Sweep again, and by then it’s like 7:15
And so I’ll read a book
Or maybe two or three
I’ll add a few new paintings to my gallery
I’ll play guitar and knit
And cook and basically
Just wonder when will my life begin?
Then after lunch it’s puzzles and darts and baking
Paper mache, a bit of ballet and chess
Pottery and ventriloquy, candle making
Then I’ll stretch, maybe sketch, take a climb
Sew a dress!
And I’ll reread the books
If I have time to spare
I’ll paint the walls some more
I’m sure there’s room somewhere
And then I’ll brush and brush
and brush and brush my hair
Stuck in the same place I’ve always been
And I’ll keep wondering and wondering
And wondering and wondering
When will my life begin?
And tomorrow night
Lights will appear
Just like they do on my birthday each year
What is it like
Out there where they glow?
Now that I’m older
Mother might just
Let me go…

Breathe by Taylor Swift

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

you make me annoyed

Dear note

hari ini gue ngadepin orang lagi ngegalau gue nasehatin dia..niat gue baik kalee..gue bilang daripada ngegalau trus ngebuat pikiran kacau mendingan pikirin hal2 yang positif dan bermanfaat

gue bilang kita sebagai anak bangsa yang mau negara kita majuya seenggaknya daripada ngegalau kan bisa ngelakuin hal2 yang nantinya bakalan jadi yang terbaik buat kita karena dari info yang gue dapet, Indonesia 30 tahun kedepan akan menjadi negara termaju didunia. nah itu dia harus ada pemimpin yang terbaik yang bakal mimpin negara kita.
siapa yang akan mimpin negara kita??yang pasti anak bangsalah.
.siapa anak bangsa itu? yang pasti kita..
makanya itu lakukanlah yang terbaik buat bangsa kita mulai saat ini..
walaupun itu cuma gosip or apalah..tapi kalian tau ga apa yang gue rasain??gue terharu bgt..
gue pengin negara kita jadi yang terbaik..punya anak bangsa yang terbaik pula..mungkin akan banyak orang yang bilang ini cuma khayalan..mana mungkin sih Indonesia jadi negara termaju??terbelakang, iya..tapi seenggaknya berpikiran postif boleh dong?there's a will there's a way kan??

gue juga sedih saat gue ikut renungan BIP. berapa banyak waktu gue, gue habiskan buat hura2..ngelupain cita2 dan tujuan gue hidup..
dan lo tau??ada yang buat gue tambah sedih..ketika gue nasehatin temen gue yg lagi ngegalau itu
dan dia bilang apa??dia saat ini lagi bersikap egois yang ga patut ditiru. lagian siapa sih yang mau niru? perbuatan buruk kok ditiru..cuma orang aneh yang mengikuti perilaku yang buruk!tapi ya emang jaman sekarang aneh..perbuatan buruk selalu ditiru..

sumpah ya? parah banget tu anak!
gue kan cuma nasehatin dia..salahkah gue??
bukannya sebagai teman harusnya saling mengingatkan?gue bilang masa dia ga saayang ma negara & dirinya?trus mau diperbudak ma galaunya anak remaja?
eh dia ngambek..
dia bilang besok anggap kita ga pernah kenal..trus ngancem gue bakalan ngeblock fb gue..trus selayaknya ga pernah kenal apalagi ketemu!dan klopun ketemu ga usah senyum apalagi nyapa..
you know what??dia ngelakuin itu..dia block fb gue, dia hapus pertemanan fb guedan gue rasa bsk dia akan ngelakuin apa yg dia ancem ke gue..ok fine..
klopun itu mau dia..gue ga peduli..gue bilang gue ga akan rugitapi dia yang akan rugi.

dia bilang dia akan egois untuk besok.dan lu tau apa?gue juga akan egois..tau ga sih lo betapa susahnya gue ngilangin rasa egois.berusaha menjadi manusia yg tidak egois..tapi untuk lo? ok . karena lo yang mulai..
lu yang mutusin pertemanan kita. biarlah nyokab kita aja yang best friend nan..
klopun nyokab lu nnya ke gue tentang lu?gue bakalan jawab..ga kenal gue sama lo..
catatan gue buat lo:
1. gue kira lo orang yang baik, tapi ternyata lu kejam
2. gue seneng saat kita sharing
3. lo yang dengerin curhatan gue maupun sebaliknya
4. gmn dengan bsk? liat aja ntar.. gue bahkan akan anggep lo ga ada!!
5. You make me annoyed

Saturday, 15 October 2011

Cinta yang amat rumit

mungkin mencintaimu itu sangat sulit
tapi mengapa aku masih saja mencintaimu?

selalu saja ada masalah
itu membuatku kaku tak berdaya
kau selalu menyudutkanku dalam permasalahan itu

aku ingin mencintaimu karena memang rasa itu ada
tapi mengapa saat ini aku bingung terhadap perasaan itu?

aku bingung akan perasaanku padamu
aku ingin mencintaimu dengan tulus dan apa adanya
aku juga ingin kau seperti itu

tapi kau membuat cinta ini begitu sulit dan rumit
kau selalu membuatku bersiku lutut terhadapmu
kau yang selalu membuat cinta ini begitu rumit

apa kau tahu??

kau telah memberiku bunga mawar yang sangat indah
bunga mawar itu sangat indah tetapi memiliki banyak duri
yang jika tidak hati-hati pasti akan melukaimu

terkadang kau memberiku cinta yang indah
namun jika aku tidak berhati-hati
aku akan terkena duri itu dan membuatku terluka

Kepekaan perasaan

Melatih hati sebenarnya melatih kepekaan perasaan..
bagaimana jika tidak melatih hati??
sehingga tidak adanya kepekaan terharap perasaan?

salahkah??

sehingga tidak bisa lagi merasakan apa yang terjadi dalam suasana batin
dan tidak memberikan reaksi...

mungkin itu akan terlihat lebih baik
karena ketika batin merasakan kesedihan, maka akan terlihat
seperti orang lemah dan bodoh

Sunday, 25 September 2011

maybe by Sunye(Ost Dream High)

#hangul

차가운 가슴이 어느새 조금씩

녹아 내렸나 봐 니가 들어왔어

그리고 나도 몰래 내 가슴을 채웠어

언젠부터인가 집에 돌아오면

너를 떠올리고 있는 내 모습을

보면서 내 맘 속에 니가 있는 걸 알았어

Maybe you’re the one

Maybe 어쩌면

어쩌면 니가

내가 기다린 반쪽인건지

Maybe it is true

언제나 너무

가까이 있어서 몰랐었나봐

Baby I’m in love with you

처음엔 몰랐어 내가 널 이렇게

떠올리게 될 줄 사랑하게 될 줄

니 맘도 제발 이런 내 마음과 같기를

Maybe you’re the one

Maybe 어쩌면

어쩌면 니가

내가 기다린 반쪽인건지

Maybe it is true

언제나 너무

가까이 있어서 몰랐었나봐

Baby I’m in love with you

너무 늦진 않았길

이제야 깨달은 내 맘 받아주길

늦게 알았지만 이제야 알았지만

이 마음은 절대 흔들리지 않아

Maybe you’re the one

Maybe 어쩌면 (Maybe)

어쩌면 니가 (니가)

내가 기다린 반쪽인건지

Maybe it is true

언제나 너무 (언제나 너무)

가까이 있어서 몰랐었나봐

Baby I’m in love with you

You Know

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#romanization

chagaun gaseumi eoneusae jogeumssik

noga naeryeonna bwa niga deureowasseo

geurigo nado mollae nae gaseumeul chaewosseo

eonjenbuteoinga jibe doraomyeon

neoreul tteoolligo inneun nae moseubeul

bomyeonseo nae mam soge niga inneun geol arasseo

Maybe you’re the one

Maybe eojjeomyeon

eojjeomyeon niga

naega gidarin banjjogingeonji

Maybe it is true

eonjena neomu

gakkai isseoseo mollasseonnabwa

Baby I’m in love with you

cheoeumen mollasseo naega neol ireoke

tteoollige doel jul saranghage doel jul

ni mamdo jebal ireon nae maeumgwa gatgireul

Maybe you’re the one

Maybe eojjeomyeon

eojjeomyeon niga

naega gidarin banjjogingeonji

Maybe it is true

eonjena neomu

gakkai isseoseo mollasseonnabwa

Baby I’m in love with you

neomu neutjin anhatgil

ijeya kkaedareun nae mam badajugil

neutge aratjiman ijeya aratjiman

i maeumeun jeoldae heundeulliji anha

Maybe you’re the one

Maybe eojjeomyeon (Maybe)

eojjeomyeon niga (niga)

naega gidarin banjjogingeonji

Maybe it is true

eonjena neomu (eonjena neomu)

gakkai isseoseo mollasseonnabwa

Baby I’m in love with you

You Know

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#translation

My cold heart....suddenly a little bit
seems melted when you come to me
And then secretly ..you filled my heart

From one day, at the way back home
While thinking of you, that my appearance
when I saw, I realize you're already in my heart

Maybe you're the one
Maybe, perhaps
Perhaps, you
I'm waiting.. it would be half

Maybe it is true
Always, very
Closed each other, So I didn't know
Baby I'm in love with you

At first I didn't know...I'd be like that
I'd be thinking of you, I'd be loving you
Your heart too, please...be same with my heart like this

Maybe you're the one
Maybe, perhaps
Perhaps, you
I'm waiting.. it would be half

Maybe it is true
Always, very
Closed each other, So I didn't know
Baby I'm in love with you

I have gotten too late
Right now, accept my heart that realize
I knew it's too late, I knew it's now but
This heart ..will be never swayed

Maybe you're the one
Maybe, perhaps
Perhaps, you
I'm waiting.. it would be half

Maybe it is true
Always, very
Closed each other, So I didn't know
Baby I'm in love with you

Baby, I'm in love with you
Baby, I'm in love with you
Baby, I'm in love with you
Baby, I'm in love with you

You Know

Tell Me Your Wish by IU, Suzy, Taecyeon, and Kim Soo Hyun (Dream High OST)

[IU]
Geuraeyo nan neol saranghae eonjena mideo kkumdo yeoljeongdo da jugo sipeo
Nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo sipeun haengunui yeosin

[Suzy & IU]
Sowoneul malhaebwa! sowoneul malhaebwa!
Sowoneul malhaebwa! sowoneul malhaebwa!

[Taecyeon]
That's right, Come on!
Sowoneul malhaebwa! ni maeum soge inneun jageun kkumeul malhaebwa

[Kim Soo Hyun]

Ni meorie inneun isanghyeongeul kkeuryeobwa geurigo nareul ppwa nan neoui Genie ya kkumiya Genie ya

[IU]

Deurimkareul tago dallyeobwa neon nae yeopjjarie anja geujeo nae ikkeullim soge modu deonjeo

[Suzy]
Gaseum beokcha teojeo beoryeodo baram kkyeore nallyeo beoryeodo jigeum i sungan sesangeun neoui geot

[All]

Geuraeyo nan neol saranghae eonjena mideo kkumdo yeoljeongdo da jugo sipeo
Nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo sipeun ( sipeun ) haengunui yeosin
Sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for you, boy! ) sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for your wish )
Sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for your dream ) naegeman malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for your world )

[Taecyeon]

DJ! put it back on

[All]

Geuraeyo nan neol saranghae eonjena mideo kkumdo yeol jeongdo da jugo sipeo
Nan geudae sowoneul irwojugo sipeun ( sipeun ) haengunui yeosin
Sowoneul malhaebwa!
Nan neol saranghae. neon naui Music. nan neol saranghae. neon naui gippeum
Nan neol saranghae. nan neoui haenguni doego sipeo
( [Suzy] Neoui Fantasy reul ssumgim eopssi malhaebwa naneun Genie gireul ppoyeojulge
Niga gajin sowon sumgimeopssi malhaebwa neoui Genie naega deureojulge )

[All]

Sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for you, boy! ) sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for your wish )
Sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for your dream ) naegeman malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for your world )
Sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for you, boy! ) sowoneul malhaebwa! ( I'm Genie for your wish )

Seoul Song by Super Junior and SNSD

#Romanization

[Kyuhyun] Eoneusae haruka ddo jinago
Jibeuro hyanghan nayeh balgeoreum
Bupun gaseumeh cheoeum shijakhaettdeon keu man keudaer

[Jessica] gakkeumeun pi gonhan ilsangsokeh
jichyeobeorin nae momeul ikkeulgo
gireul ddaraseo sumswigo ittneun nayeh jayu

[Sungmin] Yes~! neukkyeobwa huimang gadeukhan sesang
[Jessica] Yes~! jeogi nopeun mirae hyanghaeseo

[All] S.E.O.U.L hamkke bulleobwayo kkumi irweojil areumdaun sesang
[Ryeowook] Eodiseona jeulgeoun iri neomchineun got saranghae
[All] S.E.O.U.L hamkke wechyeobwayo eodiseorado useul su ittneun
[Taeyeon] Haengbok moduga hanadwoeneun sesang

[Donghae] eodiseo kkeojyeobeorin naemoseub
huhwoe eobshi saljin anhattneunji
bupun huimangeh cheoeum seolettdeon geumam geudaero
[Seohyeon] alsueobneun naeil ii kungkeum hae
eoryeobgo heomhanil ii saenggyeodo gyeondil su isseo negeh bukkeuryeobji anhdorok

[Leeteuk] Yes~! neukkyeobwa huimang gadeukhan sesang
[Taeyeon] Yes~! jeogi nopeun mirae hyanghaeseo

[All] S.E.O.U.L hamkke bulleobwa yo kkumi irweojil areumdaun sesang
[Ryeowook] eodiseona jeulkeoumi neomchineun got~ saranghae
[All] S.E.O.U.L hamkke oechyeobwayo eodiseorado useul su ittneun
[Sunny] haengbok moduga hanadwoeneun sesang mandeureoyo

[Sungmin] duryeoun naldo ddaerun himideulddaedo
[Taeyeon] moduga himeulmoa kkumeh nalgae pyeol chyeoyo ~~~ ooh

[All] S.E.O.U.L ( [Taeyeon] whoa ~~)
hamkke bullyeobwayo kkumi irweojil areumdaun sesang ( [Kyuhyun] sesang~ )
[Ryeowook] eodiseona jeulgaumi neomchinneun ( [Jessica] neomchineun got~) got saranghae
S.E.O.U.L hamkke oechyeobwayo eodiseonado useul su ittneun
[Donghae & Jessica] haengbok moduga hanadwoeneun sesang mandeuleoyo

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#Translation

Before I knew it, another day passes and
My footsteps go towards home

With a mind that first started with a bulky heart

Sometimes inside the tired everyday

My breathing freedom drags my tired body and

Follows that road

Yes~! Feel the world full of hope

Yes~! Towards that high future over there

S.E.O.U.L. Call it with me, the beautiful word that makes my dreams come true

The place where joy overflows where I go~ I love you~

S.E.O.U.L. Shout it with me, the happiness that can laugh

Wherever~~ The world where everything becomes one

My figure became cut off somewhere

As if I didn’t live without regrets

With the mind that first fluttered at the bulky hope

I’m curious about the tomorrow that can’t know

Even if there is hard and harsh work, I can endure it to not be shy

Yes~! Feel the world full of hope

Yes~! Towards that high future over there

S.E.O.U.L. Call it with me, the beautiful world that makes my dreams come true

The place where joy overflows wherever I go~ I love you~

S.E.O.U.L. Shout it with me, the happiness that can laugh

Anywhere~~ We make a world where everything becomes one

When you start to fear the day and when you get tired

Everyone gathers strength and spreads their dream’s wings ~~~ ooh

S.E.O.U.L. (whoa~~) Call it with me, the beautiful world that makes my dreams come true

The place where joy overflows (where it overflows) wherever I go~ I love you~

S.E.O.U.L. Shout it with me, the happiness that can laugh

Anywhere~~ We make a world where everything becomes one

Changmin feat Jinwoon - Can’t I Love You (Ost.Dream High)

#Hangul

매번 마주칠 때마다 니가 웃어줄 때마다
조금씩 내 안에 조금씩 널 향한 마음이 자라더니

이제는 널 생각하면 니 모습을 떠올리면
자꾸만 두근대는 내 심장은 멈출줄 몰라

더 이상 감출 수 없는 내맘
전부 다 주고 싶어

항상 곁에서 (니 옆에서) 널 사랑 하면 안될까
누구보다 너를 지키고 싶은 맘 받아주안될까

너의 맘속에 (가슴속에) 내가 있으면 안될까
너에게 가장 소중한 사람이 되고 싶어 어서 내 맘을 받아줘

매일매일 커져가는 널 향한 사랑 때문에

난 정말 하루 종일 아무것도 할 수가없어

이제는 숨길 수 없는 내 맘 너로 가득 차버렸어

항상 곁에서 (니 옆에서) 널 사랑 하면 안될까

누구보다 너를 지키고 싶은 맘 받아주면 안될까

너의 맘속에 (가슴속에) 내가 있으면 안될까

너에게 가장 소중한 사람이 되고 싶어 어서 내 맘을 받아줘

이런 내 마음을 알아줘 알겠다고 대답해줘

항상 곁에서 (니 옆에서) 널 사랑 하면 안될까
누구보다 너를 지키고 싶은 맘 받아주면 안될까

너의 맘속에 (가슴속에) 내가 있으면 안될까
너에게 가장 소중한 사람이 되고 싶어 어서 내 맘을 받아줘

내 맘을 알아줘

#Romanization

maebeon majuchil ttaemada niga useojul ttaemada
jogeumssik nae ane jogeumssik neol hyanghan maeumi jaradeoni

ijeneun neol saenggakhamyeon ni moseubeul tteoollimyeon
jakkuman dugeundaeneun nae simjangeun meomchuljul molla

deo isang gamchul su eomneun naemam
jeonbu da jugo sipeo

hangsang gyeoteseo (ni yeopeseo) neol sarang hamyeon andoelkka
nuguboda neoreul jikigo sipeun mam badajuandoelkka

neoui mamsoge (gaseumsoge) naega isseumyeon andoelkka
neoege gajang sojunghan sarami doego sipeo eoseo nae mameul badajwo

maeilmaeil keojyeoganeun neol hyanghan sarang ttaemune

nan jeongmal haru jongil amugeotdo hal sugaeobseo

ijeneun sumgil su eomneun nae mam neoro gadeuk chabeoryeosseo

hangsang gyeoteseo (ni yeopeseo) neol sarang hamyeon andoelkka

nuguboda neoreul jikigo sipeun mam badajumyeon andoelkka

neoui mamsoge (gaseumsoge) naega isseumyeon andoelkka

neoege gajang sojunghan sarami doego sipeo eoseo nae mameul badajwo

ireon nae maeumeul arajwo algetdago daedaphaejwo

hangsang gyeoteseo (ni yeopeseo) neol sarang hamyeon andoelkka
nuguboda neoreul jikigo sipeun mam badajumyeon andoelkka

neoui mamsoge (gaseumsoge) naega isseumyeon andoelkka
neoege gajang sojunghan sarami doego sipeo eoseo nae mameul badajwo

nae mameul arajwo

#Translation

Whenever I see you
Whenever you smile for me
Little by little
My feelings for you grew
When I think about you now
When I picture you
My beating heart doesn’t know how to stop

I can’t hide my feelings anymore
I want to give it all to you

I’m always close to you (next to you)
Can’t I love you?
This heart wants to protect you more than anyone else
Can’t you accept it?
To be the one that’s in your heart (in your heart)
Can’t I be that?
To be the most important person in your life
Is what I want to be
So quickly take my heart

Everyday, because of my growing love for you
For the entire day
I really can’t do anything at all
Now it’s no secret
That my heart is filled with love for you

Please accept my heart…